Thursday, December 29, 2005

The end of the road.

I took the only $200 I could round up to the landlord this morning and he refused to take the money. So it will be pretty soon that we are homeless with the kids. We took our old landlords to court - the ones that kept all of our last deposit - and we won "woohoo". So we will have some money coming but not soon enough. We have been constantly late and behind with everything and even though we had our day in court - we won't have the money soon enough.

Our current landlord just wants his money "NOW!!!" and doesnt want to wait for us to be able to collect from the other landlords.

With no resources left I dont know what we are going to do now. If we dont have a steady residence I dont know how I am going to be able to even keep up with my Disability claim.

If anybody has it in them to help - please - I have been humbled and I am begging again. The suck part about it is - it doesnt get any easier the more you do it. IT only gets harder. It is a huge weight to carry. If it were just me and my wife it wouldnt be so bad, but we have children we have to think about here.

thats it for today. Maybe I'll have it in me to write something else later.

Joe - the broke carpenter

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Holding on

Kids had a good xmas anyway. We finally stood up for ourselves and took the previous landlords to court and WON - woohoo. The only problem is actaully collecting. They asked the judge if they could have 30 days - yeah, like their broke.

Unforntunately my current landlord doesnt want to wait 30 more days for his rent, so we still have to figure something out. I have one more day to get something together before I go see the landlord. Prayers have got me this far.

I haven't had alot of time to work on my eBook or getting any websites up to make money. I don't know, who am I kidding anyway. It will still take days if not weeks for web sites to get indexed by search engines. Plus I have to figure out how to get everything edited anyway. Hell, even just figuring out how do the links and stuff on this page took forever.

My wife has a valid point, the more time I spend ignoring her and the kids - is more time they all hate this infernal computer. Maybe I should just give up and wait for the Disability. But the stress of not knowing whether I can find some way to hold off the landlord let alone find some other way to pay the other bills too - all the stress is just driving me crazy.

There really needs to be some magic button a person can push that will put everything on hold for a little while so they can at least think about what the hell is going on so they can try to make a game plan.

Every time we sit down and try to figure out a plan or even go through paperwork to get an idea of just where we stand - some other unexpected event happens to stop us in our tracks before we can even get a pencil on the paper.

Oh well, such is life. I will just pray some more and go beg at the churches again. Every day that goes by is one more day that I am closer to getting my disability. Well, if you've managed to get this far and you have anything left after Xmas, try to help me keep the roof over my kids heads. They need someplace to keep their extra xmas stuff.

Thanks
Joe - the broke carpenter


Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry XMAS

Well, the kids had a good xmas thanks to the help of local charities. But we only have until the 29th to come up with some cash for the landlord. Here we are praying for another month, hopefully my disability will go through this time. Oh, wait - it is the holiday season. If you think government moves slow during the regular year you can only imagine the procrastination and paper shuffling that can go on during this time of year.

I have some really cool ideas for an eBook, and for some web sites. If I only had some cash and some time to put my ideas to use. I am trying to get something going using free web-hosting but I still need enough time for the search engines to pick up the pages.

If anybody has any cash left after the holidays LOL - help me keep the roof over my kids heads for another month.

Thanks
Joe -the disabled carpenter
p.s. (look for a donation button somewhere below - I don't feel like making a new one)

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

One More Time

9:00 seems to be the standard time for delivery of eviction notices. It never fails. You can't get one of these when the kids aren't home and then when they ask why the police came you just tell them don't worry about it. Here it is 4 days before x-mas and I don't need my kids worried about being homeless.

I tried to do some part time article writing and made a few bucks, but part time for me was 20 hours a day and I still wasn't going to make enough to pay the bills anyway. Then I thought I would try to throw up a bunch of "you can make money on the internet" websites but that isn't working out so good either.

I spend almost all my time on this computer trying to figure out how to save our ass and everything else gets neglected. My kids are ignored, my wife is ignored. Nothing seems to be going right.

We have managed to scrounge up a little bit of money here and there, but you can only get so much from so many before there isn't any left and I don't know how much longer we can hold our ground. This is just crappy timing.

Still Here - Barely

For those of you not familiar with my blog here let me get you up to speed. I am a carpenter with a bad back filing for disability. So until I actually get approved for disability the only thing I can do is panhandle on the internet - until we become homeless (I have a wife and kids). I have been trying to get an online eBook sales website running, but it is hard to concentrate on getting anything really done because I am continually spending much of my time looking for resources to save our ass.

I actually have a couple sites up and running - I just havent had enough time to advertise them yet. If you happen to be in the position to help keep a family from becoming homeless - you can look for one of my "Make a Donation" buttons, or even better - I would like to think that you can get something for your efforts, so look at the few opportunities that I have up and running in my links section.

Thanks
Joe - the broke - almost homeless carpenter

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Another Crazy Idea

Well, I stumbled onto a bunch of "make money from home" websites. I have seen these things on the internet for years and never thought they really worked. But after doing a lot of searching I have actually found several multiple matching web-sites.

So I can say that I think they really do work, so I decided to try one and see how it goes. Day 1 - Dec 17, 2005 I launched my first internet sales site. It is a freebie at Rxhectors Geocities Website.

If anyone stumble onto my site here and doesn't think that an outright donation to a disabled carpenter is worth thier time, you can at least visit my geocities link above and get something in return for helping me out.

Thanks,
Joe the broke carpenter.

P.S. - if you can help a family in need - we are fighting eviction once again. I have managed to last three months on the generosity and kindness of others. I am still fighting for Disability benefits but until that happens I have to hope my crazy online business works or enough people help me out.


Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Here we go again.


Well, we made it through Thanksgiving thanks to a small miracle. But alas, here we are two weeks before Christmas with another 3-day notice. All I need is for social security to come through for me and we will be OK. But I don't see that happening in the next 3 days so we pray for another small miracle.

I'm not going to sugar coat anything. I'm a depressed carpenter with a bad back and I can't work anymore. I have no other job skills to fall back on and even if I did, the morphine I'm on for pain doesn't allow me to concentrate on much of anything anyway.

If some good samaritan stumbles upon my follies, please

to keep my kids warm and dry. Don't worry about presents, we have plenty of help in that department but it will do us no good unless we have a roof to keep them under.


Well, thanks for visiting.


Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Banks Suck !!!

Through all this BS for the last year, I have barely managed to hold on to my bank account. Just recently, I made one too many purchases however. I almost never have cash because I put every penny I get into the bank. It is far easier for my crippled worhtless disabled ass to make a phone call and pay a bill with my visa check card than it is for me to try to physically get to wherever and write a check.

Just the other day my bank informs me that I made one overdraft too many, and even though they charge me $20 for every overdraft they are cancelling my visa check priveledges. I tried to explain to these idiots that I am disabled and trying to get from point a to point b to pay my bills is not very easy.

But to no avail, the corporate world has no cares for the disabled. It seems that even though my bank gets to make extra money when i fuck up isn't good enough for them. I went round and round with those idiots and they just don't get it. They basically told me they personally don't care that I can't get around very easy.

Thats OK, because when I finally do get my SSI income, the first thing I am going to do is fix my old fucked up other bank accounts and then switch to another bank.

As a result I couldn't make my payment for the washer and dryer - Rent a center doesnt take checks, only money order or visa - they were real assholes too. Because I am always late on my payments they like to complain about how broke they are. Shit, if your business can't afford to wait for a payment then maybe you shouldn't fuckin be in business.

This back problem really sucks. I bust my ass for all those years to be broke all the time anyway and now I get to be treated like shit because I can't work. Sometimes it just really fucking pisses me off.

Enough of me whining about myself. If you have an extra buck or two - help me get the kids something for under the tree.


Thanks - the broke carpenter

Friday, December 02, 2005

Graceful

Well, we have stalled our eviction for the holidays at least. I have no idea how I am going to come up with enough money for christmas for the kids but at least I know they will be warm and dry.

I really want to get my oldest his own TV so he can play video games in his room without taking over the living room TV and leaving his little brothers with nothing to do. I went and helped a church with their website and network and made a few bucks today, if only I could stumble into more extra work like that I might survive.

Trying to climb out of a hole like this once you fall in is almost impossible. I finally broke out of my depression and got involved in this affiliate program and I was actually optimistic for a little while. It hasn't panned out like I thought it would, but I haven't really been working on it enough to get anything out of it.

I spent most of the last two weeks fighting off this eviction. Maybe now I can concentrate on my other miscellaneous internet projects again.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

A little bit of luck

Well, we actually made some progress and got the landlord to take the money we scrounged up from panhandling. We still have a long way to go though. I re-filed for disability and told them I am fighting an eviction, I think they are going to try and speed up the process because of this but who knows.

I managed to do some part-time stuff from home, like editing graphics and stupid stuff like that, but it's still nowhere near paying the bills. At least we can get a pack of smokes here and there. Yeah, yeah, I know - what the f*** are you doing buying cigarettes. Well number 1) im addicted, number 2) if i don't smoke during this stress I'll go insane. We've tried quiting a couple times with some OK results. Hey it took awhile to get the bad habit - it'll take a little while to get rid of it.

If I can just make it one more month I think the disability will come through for us. I am trying to keep my faith but it gets hard sometimes.

Well, I gotta go see if I can learn how to make a million bucks from the internet. So until I figure it out everybody take care.

P.S. - if you got a few minutes and $10 to spare check out the famous $40,000 pay-pal letter here. Who knows, maybe it will work. I haven't had any responses yet - but I gotta find somewhere to advertise it i guess.

Friday, November 25, 2005

Biggest farce of the year

Here we are, the biggest shopping day of the year. Everyone is going to go shopping so they can numb their senses to everything that going on in our nation. Those of us lucky enough not to have a screwed up back and having to battle the landlord just to have a miserable daily existance will believe that dumping their extra change into the little red Salvation Army bucket once a year actually makes a difference.

If only there were more people in the world that believed this on a daily basis we might actually get somewhere. Yes there are lots of wonderful opportunities out there for people to change their lifes, but with a continually failing economy and an even more failing welfare system things are only going to get worse.

I went to my local Division of Human Services for help and there is no more "emergency" funds available to prevent people from becoming homeless. I was told that since I have filed for Disability benefits that I am a lazy worthless piece of s***, and that if go get a minimum wage job somewhere that my life will be OK.

BULLSHIT - I worked my ass off for 15 years, I worked so hard that I screwed up my back and live in pain from the minute I wake up to the minute I go to bed and this fu**** rotten little pencil pusher who probably goes home and makes his wife mow the lawn and take out the trash is going to tell me I'm lazy.

He better hope I don't get approved for Disability, because the first thing I'm going to do when it happens is spit in his face.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

A last resort

Hello everybody thats been keeping up with me. I managed to scrounge up $10 for this famous oprah letter that I have heard so much about. If anybody wants, give it a try with me and lets see how far it goes.


That's Right $40,000 dollars in your PayPal account - IT WAS PROVEN ON NATIONAL TV & IT S COMPLETELY LEGAL!!!

$10 Dollars... That's all it takes...I'll try to keep it short and sweet.


FIRST, PRINT THIS OUT TO FOLLOW

INSTRUCTIONS EASIER!

To get started just right mouse click and copy this whole page and paste it in an e-mail to edit it. Simply follow the instructions below and in 2 to 3 weeks, you will have at least $40,000 dollars in your PayPal account. Most people respond to this program because of the low investment ($10 dollars) and high profit potential. There is no limit to the income you can generate from this (you can do it over and over).

If you follow the instructions, you will reach thousands of people! Honesty, Faith, and Integrity make this system work. I think everyone has heard of "PayPal". Anyone with an e-mail address can join for F*R*E*E*!


If you're not already a PayPal user, the first thing you need to do is sign up for a BUSINESS account with them, or if you already have a personal PayPal account you need to upgrade to a business account, so you will be able to receive payments. Just click the link below! It's really easy to set up and it’s F*R*E*E.
https://www.paypal.com/us/mrb/pal=PZKVPAX84DMN2


TEAM WORK MAKES THIS DREAM WORK! LET'S GET STARTED: Send a $5.00 dollar donation from your PayPal account to THE FIRST e-mail address on the list along with a note saying "Please add me to your list". Now send the other $5.00 donation and e-mail to the 5th person on the list saying "Thanks I've joined". Remove the 1st e-mail address and place your address at the bottom This moves the 2nd to 1st, 3rd to 2nd, 4th to 3rd, and the 5th place to 4th.

DO NOT TRY TO PLACE YOURSELF IN THE FIRST PLACE. IT WILL ONLY REACH THE PEOPLE YOU SEND IT TO, AND THEN YOUR NAME WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE LIST! If you do this the way it was designed it will reach thousands by the time your name gets to the top.

REMEMBER TO SEND:

1) A $5.00 dollar donation to the 1st person from the list
with a message saying "PLEASE ADD ME TO YOUR LIST,
2) And send a $5.00 donation to the 5th person from the list with the message saying: "THANKS I'VE JOINED". This lets the 5th person keep track of progress of the letter and continue to send out more emails.

Here is the list:


1. corebell2000@yahoo.com
2. shelcaugh@yahoo.com
3. maluisa@ch.cablemas.com
4. becca_evans42@hotmail.com
5. rxhector2k5@yahoo.com

1. Now that you have paid the 1st person and 5th person & sent them both an email & a note, place your e-mail address in the 5th place. (Make sure it's the same e-mail address that you used to open your PayPal account). This is the way you will receive payment. OK, the only thing left to do is to mail out at least 20 copies of this letter. It is the job of the 5th person on the list to ensure there are at least 20 "thank you I joined" replies. The fifth person is the guardian of the system! If there are not at least 20 replies then the fifth person will keep sending the letter until there is.

MAKE SURE YOU SEND $5 DOLLARS TO THE FIRST PERSON TO THANK THEM FOR WHEN THEY WERE THE GUARDIAN OF THE LETTER and $5 DOLLARS TO THE FIFTH PERSON SO MORE EMAILS CONTINUE TO GO OUT! As you will also receive gratis - thanks AND THE SAME BLESSING. When your name is on the 1st slot, 8,000 to 15,000 people will send you 5 dollars!


DO NOT TRY TO PUT YOURSELF
IN FIFTH PLACE WITHOUT PAYING, AS PAYPAL WILL AUTOMATICALLY NOTICE THIS AND DELETE YOUR ACCOUNT AND POSSIBLY PURSUE LEGAL ACTION , SINCE THIS IS A LEGITIMATE PROGRAM, AND THEY ARE PART OF IT!

Keep in mind... the most you spent is $10 DOLLARS! (Remember... what goes around comes around)

TESTIMONIALS:

Mary Gatters,
Columbus, SC: I only have one thing to say to you... OH MY GOD! I sent out 142 copies total before 20 replied, like the instructions said. Then I went on a short vacation. When I got back my account had over $32,000 dollars in it already and the money was still coming! I'm still
floating on air (especially with my new car). I thought
the 'guardian' system sounded cheesy, but now I realize it is the formula that makes this letter really work! THANKS!

LET'S RECAP STEPS:

Step 1. Set up your PayPal account, if you don't already have one, and send the top name (1st person) $5.00 dollars. DON'T FORGET to include "Please add me to your list".

Step 2. Send the other $5.00 dollars and an e-mail stating "Thank you I've Joined" to the 5th name on the list.

Step 3. Remove the top name, bump the other 4 names up 1 place each Place your name in the bottom slot - you will receive a minimum of $100.00 or more from your efforts.

Step 4. Keep sending the letter until you get 20, "Thank you I've joined" replies in your inbox.

I know that you have seen this on TV or even received numerous messages about this simple program and have probably just deleted them, I know I have! But for some unknown reason this time I decided to give it a try, after all, only a $10.00 investment!

Please give it an honest effort, you will not be disappointed and will be very glad you did when it starts to work. Remember, all you're going to be out of pocket is about the cost of a couple of coffees with the opportunity of banking thousands of dollars into your PayPal account!

Yours In Great Success & Prosperity!

Joe W

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

The Last Days

Well, this is our last day before we have to go to court and tell the landlord and the judge that we have no money. So not only are we going to be evicted (which will show up on our credit - not like that really matters anyway). So when and if we get anything together, we won't be able to rent anywhere because they will see the eviction on our report and assume we are bad people.

I hate how this world works. If you ever have even just the smallest problem, it will haunt you long after. I really am at my wits end. The crappy luck just won't go away. I go to church, I help the church and other people out the best I can. Hell, one of our good friends was almost homeless once and we let her and her kids live with us for a year.

Why does this shit keep happening to me and my family. We don't drink, we don't do drugs, we don't steal, we don't lie. We are good honest people. I just have a bad back and my wifes fibromyalgia has been getting worse lately.

Well, if anybody happens to stumble on this you can help me out by sending a donation via pay-pal to rxhector2k5@yahoo.com. I have just become involved in these following programs. I have had a little luck with this one, and I just started this other one , so i don't know if there is any results yet.

Well, take care - hopefully I can write something a little more upbeat tommorow.


Monday, November 21, 2005

Running out of time

OK, so we are down to the last couple days here. We have learned that my wifes ex-husband who only pays his child support when it's convenient has just bought a new house, has a kick ass IRA, and still thinks that it's not his fault we are so far behind because he only pays his support when he feels like it.

We are sick and tired of being screwed by everybody. Our last landlords kept our $750 depost, after we spent hours and hours cleaning, so we are suing them. Oregon law says that we can sue them for double, COOL. But we don't have that court date until Dec27th, we'll be far homeless by then. We are going to sue the wifes ex-husband for everything he owns and ruin his life just like he ruined ours.

Forgive and forget my ass. My whole life I have lived by forgive and forget, turn the other cheek and the meek shall inherit the earth. I'll inherit the earth all right, to sleep on. We have had it. We are down to survival of the fittest here, and all these people that have wronged us in the past are going to start getting their just desserts.

I am usually not vindictive, quite the contrary. I am usually known for being mellow and just letting things go. Actually this isn't even really a matter of vindication, it's a matter of I'm in the worst position of my life because I am just a stupid carpenter with a broken back. Even I could just magically walk out the door and build houses again, I still wouldn't get paid soon enough to save my ass anyway.

I've been screwed by so many contractors it's not funny. They are almost worst than landlords. I've been promised the moon, then asked to sign insurance waivers and sork for a shitty $8/hr. I have left those jobs immediately. But then your screwed because you have to go hunt down another job and tell them how the last guy was going to screw you.

It never ends. Why in the hell did I not listen to my old man. Because when your 16 you know it all. Your immortal, invinceable and you will be a rock star.


Friday, November 18, 2005

Bummed

So, my wife has been talking to her ex-husband about our situation. We probably wouldn't be in this situation if he wouldn't have skipped his child support payments for 4 months. And it's always the same story, You guys aren't my responsibility.

He,s right. We aren't his responsibility, but our two oldest kids are his and we have raised them for the last 16 years without his BS. He only pays his support when he feels like it and wonders why the hell me and my wife dont "get off our ass".

The stupid a**hole knows I've had one back surgery, its not like i can just jump and run out the door and go build houses like i used to. And my wife is battling fibromyalgia which is a whole another world of problems. Great, what a pair we are.

We both used to be able to make really good money until our health went to hell. And because we were always there for all our kids and paid all our bills without the ex's help he wonders why we don't have any savings and we're having such a hard time.

Typical Republican thinking. If I steal from them (After all, every time he doesn't pay his support, we have to take up the slack - he's pretty much stealing isn't he) they will just have to work harder so I can steal from them some more.

Don't get me wrong here please. I love all 4 of my kids - the oldest two, even though they aren't really from my sperm; have been with me since before they were old enough to ever know their real father (sperm donor) anyway, so they are pretty much mine because I paid all their bills and they have all my values anyway. Thank God for that, or there would be two more "little republicans" running around thinking that it's ok to steal from the poor and give to the rich.

How's this for weird, I'm two seconds from being homeless and I'm ranting about politics. I don't get how the Democrats can do everything in their power to help the poor and the economy sky rockets and we have a surplus, then you look at republicans doing everything in their power to end any and all programs for the less fortunate and they wonder why the economy goes to shit.

Let's think about it for a minute - If you steal all the money from the poor people who far outnumber the rich, It's no wonder all the businesses are taking a hit. All the poor now have even less money than they did before. It takes everything they have to pay the bills, let alone do extra luxury shopping to make their miserable lives a little more enjoyable.

So we end up with a whole country full of people, who even the smallest of problems could be detrimental to their existance. OK, well I can b**** about it all I want but let's face it, until I raise $100k to run for president so I can fix the worlds problems I'll have to settle for whatever else you have.

I still need to raise some for my rent, until I'm done battling to get my disability anyway. So if there are any able people who believe that a carpenter and his family shouldn't go homeless just because they did their best. Send me a donation.


Thanks
joe the broke (almost homeless) carpenter



Good Samaritan

Yesterday something amazing happened. Some absolute total stranger stubmled upon my blog and left a kind donation. This in itself is truly amazing. If the world had more people with the christian belief that you should help those in need if you can, it would be a better place.

I dont know that the donor is a christian, but they obviously believe in something other than holding onto their God almighty dollar until their death. I can understand why some of the wealthy want to hold onto what they do have. Hell I have a hard time just paying my bills, I can only imagine how hard it must be to manage a mansion, IRA, mutual funds, stocks and bonds. Hell, I can't even manage my rent.

I am sure some their heirs will no doubt be honored to share in the good fortune. But there comes a point in time when some of these "well to doers" end up hording as much as they can for the sheer pleasure of having it.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not condeming all the wealthy, I'm sure they are not all like that. My Good Samaritan has proven that. But there are enough of them that do nothing to help or empower the less fortunate.

Which leads me into the topic for my next rant (If I can keep my roof over my head) about how the current "Bush" administration will do everything in their power to steal every penny they can from every program designed to help and empower the less fortunate. Just wait till I start on that one.

But in the meantime - if you happen to be one of the more fortunate souls and you believe in helping those in need - send your donation to the broke carpenter.



Thanks
Joe (or Andrew)

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

One Crisis at a Time

So last night at about 9:00pm we get this knock at the door and here's the police serving us with eviction papers. So, now we're really sweatin bullets about what to do. I have an appointment tommorow to refile for my disability, but I'm looking at another 6 month wait for the "system". Maybe now that my back is even worse than when I filed the first time I'll get somewhere.

Ill end up homeless before anything good happens there. What a great system, what the hell does somebody in an emergy like this do? I guess beg. Which is what I'm doing.

So we ran out of cigarettes today and I gotta go limp around and round up some aluminum cans i guess. I know, I know. Your thinking what an idiot I am, but when sometimes when you get stressed you just need a friggin smoke. I've tried quiting a couple times with no luck.

So now I'm stressed about this eviction, I'm out of smokes. This really sucks.

Well, if anybody has any thoughts, or a couple extra bucks for a broke-back carpenter and his family - send it to




the broke carpenter.

Thanks
joe

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Still at it

So i am still trying to get my freelance career going, hopefully it will take off before I end up homeless. This really sucks. I really busted my ass as a carpenter. I was working 10 and 12 hour days, hell I actually made OK money. But when you grow up with shitty credit it just hangs on you like a damn disease, no bank will ever give a carpenter a loan. I tried once, the banker said I had the best propasal they ever saw. But with no colateral to back it up, you still can't get anywhere. So now at 36 and changing careers is a real pain. I re-educated myself, went and got a degree with a 3.8GPA - thats not bad for a high-shool drop-out.

But just like the bad credit disease, the "I used to be a carpenter" disease follows you around and you go to 100 interviews and leave feeling great but you just never get that magic "your hired" phone call.

So if any teens ever read this take note - Dont ever quit school - dont ever be a friggin carpenter. Because in the end, when your back gets screwed up your broke ass boss will tell you "I'm just a carpenter too, what the hell makes you think I got any more money than you."

Monday, November 14, 2005

The old carpenter

SO, after a really hard year and fighting for my disability due to my bad back. I have resorted to panhandling. If anyone feels like helping an old broken carpenter get back on his feet - you can




using PayPal or if you want to get something out of the whole deal visit my work from home site.

My Own Mother

This really sucked. My own mother foreclosed on me. I never really knew her, My dad left her when I was really little. So after 20 something years I decided to see who she was. We actually met and got to know each other. My grandfather who I never met passed away and his house sat empty for a year. I ended up buying the house on a land contract, I had to do alot of work. Obviously no-one really cared for the old guy, because the house was almost condemable when i got into it. As luck would have it, my back started giving me problems again and I lost one job after another. So my own flesh and blood mother forclosed on her own son. And her four grandchildren she claimed to adore so much. And to add insult to injury listen to this. I bough the house for 35k, lived in it and made payments for 4 years for 14k, during the forclosure I managed to sell the house for 59k, but after all the lawyer BS my mother got 37k out of the deal. Thats really funny, the wicked bitch kicks her own family out into street and screws em too - all for the love of the almighty dollar. That's OK, I know whats going to happen when it comes time for her to talk to pter at the pearly gates.

Losing It

I was a carpenter for the first 15 years of my working life, and a damn good one I might add. But as luck would have it, construction took its toll on my body. I used to consider myself fairly healthy, and even though I have never been a large person, I could always carry more than anyone on any of my crews. I would run circles around most of the other guys and I always got more work done with less mistakes. What thanks did I get? Back surgery and workforce retraining WooHoo.
So now I have a computer science degree - a wallet full of certifications, a huge student loan and I still can't get a friggin job because nobody on the face of this f*** up planet thinks an ex-carpenter is worth hiring. Sometimes I get so fed up with corporate mentality - Its no wonder people go off on rampages.